may has proven to be a very non-vacationy month for me. its no longer a vacation methinks. i think it is a workyworkworkation, if there is such a word. is there? theres so much stuff to do, and so little time for me to actually rest. what a shame, but thats life i guess. among the things i have to do this may...
- prepare and practice for international student convention
- renew my science project model for isc
- rewrite notes for my isc guitar solo, guitar duet, and violin pieces
- practice famous speech(i really hate this event.)
- raise funds for isc
- go to ust for 2 weeks of music fundamentals
- go to ust 2 weeks more for sight singing classes
well, i know i should be thankful that im busy, but im starting to feel that im not getting enough time for myself. another additional pressure that i have is having to do all the above while i have fever. yes, i do have fever. im coughing and coughing and it hurts on the chest and throat. i feel weak and my bones feel like jello, but hey thats what fever does to you. i should actually be resting right now. im still praying for my isc fund support that'll be coming from abroad. theres a deadline to pay 1000 dollars by May 8, next monday, and i still dont have the money. =( still being prayerful though. what if after all the practice, the money doesnt come though? oh well... thas' life i guess. as i have said, this vacation is no vacation. going to ust is very tiring, since i dont have a car yet... commuting is a big pain. so much pollution, so much heat - thats manila for ya. o yea, and writing notes for 3 hyper long pieces is no walk in the park either... its long and tedious and has to be accurate. my science project is almost done, i just need to fix it abit. i really really dislike famous speech... i mean, its okay, but i dunno. i do not like my piece. the one that goes, "give me liberty, or give me death." i guess im so bored of it now that i cant feel it. grrrrrr. i'm so dizzy right now, and thus with the dizziness i say goodbye. please pray for all the stuff i need to do. salamat.
